Life keeps Life"ing"..

So have you stopped to wonder that when life seems hard, or you get a curve ball thrown at you, or it just is one thing after another that it never stops. That life just keeps on life"ing." Well thats what I have been experiencing and it just keeps on going.

So I have been wanting to move back to St George since about thanksgiving and thought it would happen, well its not meant to be for now. For the last 4 months I have been living in Centerville with family patiently waiting for the answer on what I get to do with my life. Well I have learned a lot and realize that I have my own answers and I have known all along it was just getting in tune with that answer and trusting that it would all work out. I feel like I have been living in free fall for the last 3 or 4 months, not knowing where I was falling too and where I would land. It has been a little scary at times, and has taken a lot of faith, trust, and positive thinking to keep on going.

I can honestly say I finally feel comfort and secure with taking the next step, and feel like it is time, and I am ready to move forward. I have learned that not only does it take clarity on the decisions I want but it also takes committed action. I can have all the clarity in the world, but my decscions and dreams will never happen until I take committed action and create them.

Last week I found a place to live in the Avenues here in Salt Lake, and I am excited to start school again this August. St George will just have to wait, and there is always bigger and better right in front of me its just a matter of opening my eyes, and trusting to take that next step.